that don't warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files can be complemented by listening to them with the eyes closed !
Nobody is the beloved of anybody.
Held together by cause and effect,
Humankind is like sand in a clenched fist.
love is an illusion
as is the seamless continuity of being
our
lives
are like a handful of
sand
streaming
out !
ed. reply to
i find it interesting that jesus was effectively illiterate because he never wrote anything, you would think the son of god was literate !
well the prime minister of portugal (ed. cavaco silva in 1992) was a retard for banning “the gospel according to jesus christ” by josé saramago
surely religion is about truth and can sustain contradictions !
can
it?
i am in a large room,surrounded by a heap of broken toy-robots and am failing about and destroying them to keep a clear space around myself, but the sheer weight of numbers moves them closer and closer to me so it's the labour of
I
S
Y
P
H
US
just all way out stupid “untruths”
lying, stupidity and violence are just second nature to those of that ilk !
you should be reading my compendium and address the issues you are self-medicating for
you won't !
have a very painful middle age and older if you last!
that's the bardo you twit !
the living dead with insomnia, chronic pain and the various metabolic disorders
dance with mysterion : o )
it
a
fact
or
is
it
phantasy?
is
it
the
real
life
blah
blah
meaningless garbage !
that tibetan stuff is mentally retarded garbage
low iodine of course
you
khru
spitting
bloody
stupid !
meaningless garbage !
that tibetan stuff is mentally retarded garbage
low iodine of course
meaningless garbage !
religious crap !
well, like me you may look in the wrong places for interest when it's already there in what you do, have done and your own life ! : o )
an ounce of our own stuff is worth ten miles of anyone elses !
shove the bardo , the zen , advaita and spiritual plagiarism up your collective arses !
well, like me you may look in the wrong places for interest when it's already there in what you do, have done and your own life ! : o )
an ounce of our own stuff is worth ten miles of anyone elses !
well it's fake compared to the plagiaristic reality of the jeus story
what the masses can accomodate
even tho its seems radical
when his grandfather suffered a stroke and was to be taken to lisbon for treatment, saramago recalled:
“ he went into the yard of his house, where there were a few trees, fig trees, olive trees. and he went one by one, embracing the trees and crying, saying good-bye to them because he knew he would not return ”
general thing with life i think
love, sex children pregnancy
just
seems
to
be
this
bizarre
mix
of
willing
and
unwilling
life
just
seems
to
be
this
bizarre
mix
of
willing
and
unwilling
“it's only a fucking message board/blog”
f g s
“for god's sake”
one thing i have learnt is if the root is poisoned the branches are poisoned !
so my question is why is the nishijima lineage (ed. of zen) so poisoned and incompetent?
the answer is that it is effectively a sawaki kodo lineage and he was a war criminal !
i'm not joking !
1 + 1 = 0
1 + 1 = 0 : o )
only
exist
in
a
state
of
anomalies
there's
something
to
it,
i
like
it
people
who
get
writers
block
deserve
it
keep
praying
for
it
but
it
don't
come !
people
who
get
writers
block
deserve
it
keep
praying
for
it
but
it
don't
come !
am
tired
of
being
hurt
but
can
i
stop
it
all?
am
tired
of
being
hurt
but
can
i
stop
it
all?
somewhat
a bit?
not at all !
most things are not that significant and nature and humans eat/consume all before them
can
paint
with
words
better
than
paints
that
wouldn't
be you or me would it ; o )
suzanne foxton exposes her own life in an objective way, what is that telling you?
advaita and zen are the same, everyone develops little patters that they permute and repeat carefully hiding their own lives
it doesn't work !
the endless rubbish i have read in advaita/non duality and zen, you wouldn't believe they were real people rather than spamrobots : o )
one of the big things to realise is the voynichy nature of standard quotes like “the moth is drawn
to the flame”
like actually it's such a half and half mixture of sense and meaningless nonsense that it's not simply useless but a counterproductive way of looking at things, because in fact it's not looking but obscuration !
of all the blogs across the advaita universe this is the only one to permit reasonable discussion of these matters!
people want “protection” for their need to rabbit on their pathetic little intellectual investments !
of course, wasting one's precious free attention on bad movies is another approach :/; o )
you
love
we
murder
always
been
this
way
the hawk perched on a fence with hay straw in it's claws was very vivid !
what
makes
cancer
difficult
to
beat
is
is
an
evolutionarily
driven
process !
makes
cancer
difficult
to
beat
is
it
is
an
evolutionarily
driven
process !
love, like life
is
an
illusion :/; o )
the
blind
morons
never
see
that
tho !
there's
the
gutting !
: o )
my
god
let
the
species
be
wiped
out
i
don't
give
a
shit !
i really want to cry
it's called van gogh because he would have been better in a life sense to have never picked up a paint brush
Why 2?
Why do women
mistreat men
just to
PASS T hE Time of day?
eileen's reply
why do men
take that take
instead of listening
to what women say...;o)
my reply
it's a master slave relationship paul, it's your own brain that permits it
evolutionarily designed to reinforce traits that encourage more successfully breeding children : o )
have
to
say
life
is
truely
frightening
when
you
more
clearly
see
these
basic
evolutionary
mechanisms
i'd bring
back
god
as
the
creator
of
all
if
he'd
come
are
very
disguising
of
themselves
being
wounded
are
very
disguising
of
themselves
being
wounded
things
develop
the
way
that
they
do
because
of
a
lack
of
attention
are
are
a a
disappointing disappointing
species
species !
actually
quite
A
U
T
I
S
T
I
C
religious
twits
and
morons
(
i
include
advaita
buddhism
zen
and
new
age ! )
don't
understand
because
they
can't
( can't
equals
won't
that
they
don't
understand !
may
have
a
need
for
women
but
then
need
of
women
for
men
is
greater !
if i may say so myself
brings
hurt,
hurt
brings
love
is
the
human
condition !
brings
hurt,
hurt
brings
love
hate
is
the
human
condition
is
an
art
that
is
not
well
understood
and part of being careful is to look ahead and do the work necessary and not go around in waste of time circles
i understand the issue of spilling too much time on the net and the need for getting more back into the real world
i understand the issue of spilling too much time on the net and getting more back into the real world
is
full
of
mistakes
is
full
of
mistakes
of
the
best
portraits
i
have
ever
seen
it
conveys
something
about her !
y do u think ur done posting on the oldhardcore zen btw
or can't u answer that
my reply
it's just sorta come to an end, nothing to offer, they are seen for what they are
not interested in them or supporting their crap with my posting
“ i was sent forth from the power and come to those that reflect upon me ”
makes one cringe to see it turned into crap for the gullible !
it's half a lifetime to master
a lot of people have the technical skills without artistic talent
it also works the other way around
which is why good stuff is so rare
in fact technical skills without artistic talent is 99%
you
lose
a
war
you
didn't
get
something
right
you
lose
a
war
you
didn't
get
something
right
samuel marshall replied
i'm not entirely sure what any of this means.
my reply :
so you are missing comprehension skills? have a go, what might it mean : o )
you know, step into an area you don't like to think about : o )
there's actually occasionally some very good amateur stuff around that is actually better than the professional
well brad warner has really destroyed what the hczb used to be by moderating his new blog and i am the only one keeping the old blog alive and more effort by me is making the same mistake as brad warner, putting my efforts in to keep a bunch of arseholes entertained and edified !
winehouse
everyone
dies
winehouse
winehouse
everybody
dies
because
of
her
wealth
everything
she
says
commands
her
problem
is
she
has
come
to
believe
in
the
veracity
of
those
commands !
rhinehart
because
of
her
wealth
everything
she
says
commands
her
problem
is
she
has
come
to
believe
in
the
veracity
of
those
commands !
gina
rhinehart
because
of
her
wealth
everything
she
says
commands
she
believes
in
the
veracity
of
those
commands
just
a
rather
conventional
up
herself
woman !
gina
rhinehart
because
of
her
wealth
everything
she
says
commands
she
believes
in
the
veracity
of
those
commands
making a little story ?
the creation of an
imagining or fictitous
and
blog
comments
sand
in
a
sand
storm
abrasion
that's
about
all
it
is
and
blog
comments
sand
in
a
sand
storm
proof
of
the
pudding
pudding
is
rancid !
proof
of
the
pudding
is
in
the
eating
the
pudding
is
rancid !
all
over
it's
gone
what
has
been
will
never
be
again
it's
all
over
has
been
will
never
be
again
morons
they
don't
change
and
can't
change
it's
not
but
that
i
destroy
myself
doing
so !
one that had some very bad health side effects
she'd actually taken it years before and stopped because of the problems
yeah labyrinth after labyrinth
the
end
the
split
attention
defeats
you !
one that had some very bad health side effects
she'd actually taken it years before and stopped because of the problems
yeah labyrinth after labyrinth
the
end
the
split
attention
defeats
you !
where does that leave the turds who call themselves acolytes or accomplished in zen?
above the giant funhouse and the ghosts
i hear the seagulls call. they’re going west
toward some great catalina of a dream
out where the poem ends.
brad's new hcz tho is a poor second to the atrocities of (read back through the comments)
my experience is you can't tell these people anything, the flowery talk disguises some pretty nasty behavior
but i have never been able to tell you (old hczb commenters) anything either : o )
the reason why university academics don't believe that sir henry neville wrote those plays and poems is this
would a colourless middle class drab (shakespeare) with a propensity to litigate over small sums and no concrete evidence he could write at all have written them compared to a very well educated and read upper class man with a large minded fabulous personality, super rich in life experience and fluent in languages of texts used as sources for the plays (sir henry neville)
yes, the academics plum for shakespeare : o )
when i look at a video like this,
is it/that somewhere women can't go but men can?
starts
to
pull
the
world
in
towards
you
starts
to
pull
the
world
in
towards
you
is
an
illusion
don't
get
this !
is
an
illusion
don't
get
this !
sir henry neville NOT shakespeare
he at least existed , which is more than can be said of jesus or buddha !
i think it's insulting to sir henry neville by those retards to insist that shakespeare wrote those works
i'm kicking myself for that, not the wasted trip (ed. to go back town to get a notebook that huh, i discovered under the car seat when i got down there)
well i want to cry now
might go tomorrow morning to look
is
as
crazy
does
:
o
little
anonymouse (ed. hcz)
wanks
on
f
o
r
e
v
e
r
.
.
.
seems
to
continue
to
explode
in
unending
complexity !
